today wasnt to bad i guess mom woke me up and asked me if i had any plans for the day i told her "yeah but its only 12" shes like no check again it was 2 in the afternoon went and got my check its only 2 days till warped tour i went to a show today corrupted youth and lucky so far saw the guy i like but wont admit to liking and he doesnt like me back like that anyway fuck it i cant stand ppl they just dissapoint me piss me off or leave me whatever im gonna put my happy face back on now and pretend im ok with my life ok with being alone ok that im losing my best friend ok with my job ok with the fact that "he" would rather have my friend than me like i said lets put the happy face back on and hope like i do every other day that things will get better and that theyll stay better and not just be like that for a few hours